'Remembrance Cup' by Emmanuela Copal de León
Remembrance Cup, Emmanuela Copal de León, 1999.

 

 

gravity
Elizabeth Rosner

 

sometimes I am Jacob and
sometimes I am the angel and
always I am wrestling
with God or with the idea
of God or with the idea
of myself wrestling with God

 

(there is always a risk
in the naming of
things in the naming
of oneself)

 

the stones in my pockets
weighing me down
are also holding me
steady
angels have no pockets and therefore can float

 

while I, who resist floating,
watch them rise with
something like envy and
something like rage

 

who can float in a time
like this, when the past
is still close enough
to touch and the sounds
of weeping linger so
clearly

 

isn’t it our grief that makes us real
makes us dimensional,
heavy on the earth?

 

I think of my grandmother’s
sweet hand, the weight
of it as she stroked my hair
to say good-bye, giving me
comfort because she was
the one leaving,

 

and her hand rinsed
me like water,
like falling water

 

 

 

 

 

 

Text © 1996, 1999 by Elizabeth Rosner
"gravity" first appeared in Many Mountains Moving, Volume II, Number 2. The work appears here by permission of the author.


Original Graphic Image, "Remembrance Cup" © 1999 by Emmanuela Copal de León


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